Help Me Understand Lyrics

Artist : NAT AND ALEX WOLFF
Album : Black Sheep

Miranda oh please forgive me
For I was wrong
I am so lonely and hopeless
When you are gone

I sit on my stoop
And I mope 'till the break of dawn
Listening to Eliot Smith's most depressing song

Cause when you don't call me back
I almost have a heart attack
I imagine you at the beach,
Laughing with guys better looking than me
Don't you see it's misery

Help me understand,
What it is I've done
Girls are so complex
Can't we just have fun?

Miranda I'm sorry I hurt you
But I'll improve
Please don't leave me and go off
With some skater dude

Watching Roman Holiday
In my room
Crying
Looking at pictures of us
We took in photo booths
Still crying

Cause when you don't call me back
I almost have a heart attack
Oh I imagine you at the beach
Laughing with guys better looking than me
Don't you see it's misery?

Help me understand
What it is I've done
Girls are so complex
Can't we just have fun?

I know you look good in the bikini your wearing on the beach
In my imagination
With this shirtless guy
With blue eyes
Rubbing sun tan lotion
All over your front and back sides
As I sit in my room
Chained up by my mind
In this nightmare I wanna die
I wanna die

Cause when you don't call me back
I almost have a heart attack
I imagine at the beach
Laughing with guys better looking than me
Don't you see it's misery?

Help me understand
What it is I've done
Girls are so complex
Can't we just have fun?